Writer in San Francisco, CA
Listening to: Double Vanity (Full Album) by BRONCHO
Words Like Honey
Your words sunk into me like honey. Crisp and clear,
but still sticky. I couldn’t breathe and felt my lungs swell
with pain. The words that fall from your lips keep me
alive in an amber chrysalis, I try to struggle to break free
but something inside me tells me to, Be Still.
If you are reading this Thank You for taking time out of your day to read my writing!
I hope you return in the future!
-Alina
Yesterday the heat was unbearable. I’m pretty tired today but still alive!!!
I’m fascinated by the old belief that if people sinned God/s would punish them through destruction and really really horrible weather.
Sun for Sin
The sun melts me down, to a pile of flesh and blood.
Feel my skin loosen and moisture seeps out of every
pore. Thinking of Dante’s hell, thinking of the different levels
with different kinds of torture based on sins committed.
Wondering what sin of mine inspired the sun to burn me
alive today.
If you are reading this Thank You for taking time out of your day to read my writing!
I hope you return in the future!
-Alina
Weather has been great. I am so behind in writing.
Listening to: The Dead Weather Album Dodge and Burn
What does the sky say? As it echoes explosions across the valley?
Torn up and red like a stormy sunset on the ocean. Doused
with rouge, doused with passion. Sky bleeding down on me,
whispering words of warning. There’s something coming.
If you are reading this Thank You for taking time out of your day to read my writing!
I hope you return in the future!
-Alina
Long day yesterday. I am feeling pretty beat from it still.
Listening to: Twin of Myself by Black Moth Super Rainbow
Sun blazes above me. Another day, another moment
after this one, after that, and then I find myself waiting
for nothing because nothing happens when you are
waiting instead of going. You lift me up into the sun
and my skin begins to burn, charred black and falling
off my bones, till I am just ash, till I am just nothing.
Waiting, waiting, waiting instead of going.
If you are reading this, Thank You, for taking time out of your day to read my writing!
I hope you return in the future!
-Alina
Cool day in SLC. I have today off, planning on relaxing all day. Here are more mutterings of mine.
Listening to: Coachella-woodstock in my mind by Lana Del Rey
The sun heats the glory, in my blood, a vein
of rage rushes on. The end of the night, and
the gold in my mind resonates with hell below.
What dreams become reality when the sun
rises over those mountains? Silver light and
calm, blissful, embalm me. Save me
from the endless night that plagues my mind.
If you are reading this Thank You for taking time out of your day to read my writing! I hope you return in the future!
-Alina