Free Hand #27

Exaggerating, I know. It’s not even that hot in SLC right now but it feels like too much. I can’t wait for fall.

Also,

Happy Father’s Day!

 


Blood boils in the heat, this is all I can think of as I wash my body.

Wash the dirt, the grime, the sweat, away. It is all for nothing. Slick

and slimy, covered in sunscreen again, going out into the sun, into the

heat again. Tortured by it, twisted up in agony, seeking shade. Seeking

a cool place to breathe, to actually breathe. Let the sun go down,

please, let the sun go down.


 

If you are reading this thank you for taking time out of your day to read my writing!

I hope that you will return in the future!

-Alina

Freehand Poem #26: Working to Survive

I’ve been thinking about issues such as minimum wage and the wage gap for women lately.

This is some scribblings in response.


 

Worn out and torn up. The skin begins to crease,

in lines of worry, lines of hunger and fear. We are

trodden on, under foot as they walk all over us.

How much do we have to work? Until our knuckles

bleed? Until our backs break? There is no relief.

There is no end.


 

If you are reading this Thank You for taking time out of your day to read my writing!

I hope that you will return in the future!

-Alina

Freehand Poem #25

Rainy weather this week in SLC. I love it! Finally some relief from all that heat!


 

Your words drop like ice against my skin. Forcing your way into

the creases of my heart, trying to find any way in. Hoping I will

crack, and break. Hoping that I will become weak and give in.

I let it all slide over me. Invading my heart, invading my soul

but I will not give in. I will not give in. My fire burns on.

A flame that cannot be snuffed out.


 

If you are reading this, Thank You for taking time out of your day to read my writing!

I hope that you will return in the future!

-Alina

Freehand Poem #24

Can’t wait for summer to be over. The heat is unbearable and winter is sounding better and better.


 

Summer days end, and the hell in my heart

rages on. After the wind dies down, after the seas

calm into winter iciness. I am still full of the fire

from days long past. To calm my spirits, and sleep

in the winter, sleep through it all, to awaken

in spring once again. Fire to ice, ice to fire.


 

If you are reading this, Thank You for taking time out of your day to read my writing!

I hope that you will return in the future!

-Alina

Freehand Poem #23: Desert Death

Good morning! or Good Afternoon!

It’s only getting hotter in SLC right now. I am trying not to melt and keep my wits about me.

Listening to: Night Beats- Who Sold My Generation (Full Album)


 

Desert Death

 

My body, my bones. Dried up and sour. Cracked to the core

I begin to crumble. The sun beats down on me and I crawl

across the desert floor. Mr. Rattlesnake go home, leave me

alone. Coyote and vultures, cacti and dire measures

just to find a road to burn on. Just to find an end to the pain

I’m living on.

 


 

If you are reading this Thank You for taking time out of your day to read my writing!

I hope you return in the future!

-Alina